STRESS.

Super stressed na ko for the past few days and knowing the rule, "Wag mong dalhin sa labas ng office ang stress mo sa trabaho", Ayun.

Dinala ko at ninamnam ko pa ang stress hanggang sa paglabas sa office.
I was short tempered, hot headed and I have NO PATIENCE, I mean NO, WALA, ZERO tlga. Simple things would irritate me. I'll get mad for petty reasons.

I guess it could have been better kung umuwi na lang ako after office at magmukmok sa bahay but I didn't. I knew I can always rely on you, my stress buster and a good meal for dinner would calm me down.

And so, the very short tempered me got mad at you for simple reasons. I knew, you would understand me and how stressed I was so I expect you to stay calm and blank.
But you didn't. Unlucky me. (:p)

The next thing I knew, I was disappointed and so are you. SILENCE.

Then this incident happend again last night, (courtesy of me ofcourse). Ayoko kasing tumahimik na lang while all along, masama pa rin yung loob ko sa nangyari.

It was very mature of us to talk it over personally and calmly. We were expressing our thoughts towards the incident. You were telling me that I was inconsiderate and
very impatient. I was arguing that you should have listened, stayed quite and sabi ko nga "SANA HINDI MO NA SINABAYAN YUNG INIT NG ULO KO". (Very bossy me. hehe.)

Blah. Blah. Blah. Talk. Talk. Talk.
Then you popped this question out, " So anu bang gusto mong mangyari?".
Dun ako natameme. Am I arguing because I wanted to end this? Or I just want to save this?.

We both knew it. We just want to save the relationship ang encourage each other to be better. Admit that we have our flaws. We are not perfect and parehas kaming nagkamali.

PEACE. LOVE. HAPPINESS.